I was on my way to recovery.
But ana stepped in.
I hate that she did.
But then again,
I'm happy she didnt just give up on me..
I wish to be skinny.
Forever and Always.
This is our love/hate realationship. <3
So, I'm back.
For good, I've already decided that(:
Todays been good, I havent had anything to eat or drink at all today.
Yay for me!
I need to get back down to ninety two pounds. I'm a hundered now.:/
All my hard work over that past year was ruined. GREAT!
I'll be posting some Thinspo tomorrow morning before my Five mile run,
I love you all.
Stay srtong.
Friday, July 29, 2011
Thursday, May 12, 2011
Saturday, May 7, 2011
Thursday, May 5, 2011
Restarting.
I deleted all my post.
I'm restarting EVERYTHING.
From the day of Easter in till yesterday my Compulsive Eating got a hold of me..
I ate and ate till i ended doing the worse thing ever.. I ended up purging.
But I'm going back to Ana. I love her. And she loves me.
I'm restarting the ABC diet and intensifying my workouts.
I have a goal and i want to meet it more than anything in my life. There is NO room for screwing up anymore. I shall not do it. Since the Begging of time food has been
Mans biggest temptation and enemy, and look where it got us?? Fat disgusting whales!
I live it the United States and there has to be a Mc donalds on every corner! What have we done? I refuse to be a fat whale any longer. I WILL be someones Thinspiration. NO more fatty. I will be stick thin. Just watch(:
Perfection is what i strive for and i will get there.
Don't make my Mistake,
Don't you want to be the thinnest girl?
Someones tihnspiration?
Why cheat?
For everyday that you binge,
It pushes you back the day you get to
You ulitmate goal weight
A WHOLE FUCKING WEEK!
Dont Cheat!
Stay strong<3
xxx
I'm restarting EVERYTHING.
From the day of Easter in till yesterday my Compulsive Eating got a hold of me..
I ate and ate till i ended doing the worse thing ever.. I ended up purging.
But I'm going back to Ana. I love her. And she loves me.
I'm restarting the ABC diet and intensifying my workouts.
I have a goal and i want to meet it more than anything in my life. There is NO room for screwing up anymore. I shall not do it. Since the Begging of time food has been
Mans biggest temptation and enemy, and look where it got us?? Fat disgusting whales!
I live it the United States and there has to be a Mc donalds on every corner! What have we done? I refuse to be a fat whale any longer. I WILL be someones Thinspiration. NO more fatty. I will be stick thin. Just watch(:
Perfection is what i strive for and i will get there.
Don't make my Mistake,
Don't you want to be the thinnest girl?
Someones tihnspiration?
Why cheat?
For everyday that you binge,
It pushes you back the day you get to
You ulitmate goal weight
A WHOLE FUCKING WEEK!
Dont Cheat!
Stay strong<3
xxx
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